I want to tell you how I feel,
But for some reason I cannot.
When I see you
The air in my lungs vanish
And I have trouble catching my breath.
Millions of thoughts
Run through my mind at once.
When I decide on what to say
I encounter a problem…
I have trouble transferring
The thoughts in my head
To the words that I want you to hear.
Perhaps I am doing this all wrong.
Am I thinking about this too much?
Should I be thinking at all?
Because what I want to tell you
Isn’t coming from my head,
But rather from my heart.
So if what I have to say
Doesn’t seem to many any sense,
Or if I appear to be making it up,
I apologize.
Sometimes the hardest things to put into words
Are those things that mean the most.

                                    B.A.D.